Like an Arrow
It's not about 2020, I'm pretty sure even if the Covid-19 didn't happen, this thing will still happen to me anyway. Yeah, It seemed months passed (or year?) since I first talked about my demotivation. And dilemas, and all that stuff. And that thing still happening to me until now. I don't know when will it stop but one thing I know is that, I think i'm starting to accept it. Maybe my "self" is trying to say something to me. Maybe there is something I need to fix, Maybe I just need a step back, to look at my back for a moment ...and re-arrange my plan and strategies for future. I know right now I feel stuck, I can't move forward.. Like I said before, I still don't know why. Maybe it seemed that i'm just writing non-sense stuff, maybe it's right. But if I can write it bluntly then: I feel I'm lacking motivation to reach the stars. Well, it's not really blunt i know i'm sorry, but what i mean by the star is... my dreams . Yeah, tha...