Smilingmoon's smile

 Hai, assalamu'alaikum! So, yeah long story short, I alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah, graduated from my bachelors degree. S.Psi. Dan berbeda dengan prediksi orang-orang di sekitarku, atau orang yang dekat denganku, yang mengira aku akan langsung lanjut studi S2, aku memilih untuk tidak. Setidaknya untuk saat ini. Aku ingin menyelam di dunia kerja dulu. Baru mungkin nanti setelah itu, ya kalau bisa lanjut S2 why not???! Walaupun ya balik lagi juga sih, rezeki diatur oleh Allah SWT. Ya, setidaknya saat ini aku berencana untuk kerja dulu, tapi kalau emang nanti dikasih rezeki sama Allah untuk lanjut S2 di Luar Negeri, fully funded, tentuuu saja saya mau :D Intinya open juga lah dengan berbagai opportunities. Hmmm, gimana ya. As a freshgraduate, aku baru sadar kalo pengalaman magangku minim sekali:"))) dan yaa, pengalaman organisasiku tuh ngebantu dikit aja gitu dalam dunia kerja ini. probably.  Terus tuh tujuan aku menulis ini adalah untuk bahan refleksi diriku saat ini, di mas...

 2023 I think I started that year by making one of my dreams come true which is climbing Rinjani mountain. and ended it by....... staying at home in Batam in such conditions, reflecting and contemplating about dreams.  It's just.. life can be really unpredictable. You can have some plans in life (well because mostly you're expected to have it, right?)  but then you realized that your plan isn't planning. Life shows you so many things can happen, but not your plan. Everything can change in a blink of an eye, including how you think and what you feel about anything. You thought that the challenges will most likely come from the external factors, but you learned that it's also possible to emerge from within yourself. There are so many shifts in the way you see yourself, the world and the future. In this 2023, life is showing you that sometimes 'big dreams' are just not enough. Dreams don't happen all the time. Well, maybe not in the timeline you set. Or maybe n...