Dreams and plans

 2023

I think I started that year by making one of my dreams come true which is climbing Rinjani mountain.

and ended it by....... staying at home in Batam in such conditions, reflecting and contemplating about dreams. 

It's just.. life can be really unpredictable.

You can have some plans in life (well because mostly you're expected to have it, right?) 

but then you realized that your plan isn't planning.

Life shows you so many things can happen, but not your plan.

Everything can change in a blink of an eye, including how you think and what you feel about anything.

You thought that the challenges will most likely come from the external factors,

but you learned that it's also possible to emerge from within yourself.

There are so many shifts in the way you see yourself, the world and the future.

In this 2023, life is showing you that sometimes 'big dreams' are just not enough.

Dreams don't happen all the time.

Well, maybe not in the timeline you set.

Or maybe not in the way that you imagine it will be.

And at this time, you'll feel so confused and lost,

because all this time, you live by your dream.

You're fueled and on fire because of your dreams.

And you're taught to have those beautiful dreams, 

you're taught to not be afraid to dream big.

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars, they said.

Now that your dream isn't dreaming,

and kind of messed up, that you feel really confused about what to do next,

and your life feels pretty much blank and empty now.

However, you still try to think positive and believe that Life will take you where you belong to somehow.

You will try to accept your conditions, situations and try to see where Life leads you.

You believe that Life must have a better plan which you can't see and understand now.

You believe that nothing is impossible with Life. 

That anything above your imagination can happen.

And maybe for now you just need to be patient, to pray more and keep on trying.

After that beautiful scenario that Life has prepared for you become reality and in the moment you realized it, you would cry in happy and grateful tears because you believe in it.

Just go with the flow, and the flow will go with you.


P.S. just to be clear, this Life term I mentioned a few times here, I actually interpret is as God, because I believe that life didn't just happen, and life happen because of God. 


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